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Name: Usagi
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: San Jose
Birthday: 12/1/1992
Gender: Male
Interests: dp tv video games comp.bboying anime and manga etc
Expertise: being lazy, getting off topic, asking stupid questions procastinating dancing
Occupation: Student
Industry: boredom
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AIM:  bboy30de
Member Since:
3/26/2005
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| The worst part about tasting forbidden fruits is that you can't help but want more
tumbling down a hill, snowballing into something bigger
the need to have more and more, as they get worse and worse
so do the cravings.
as these vices slowly drag my brain into a state of desperation
I ignored, turn my back
but it taps me on the shoulder.
tumbling tumbling tumbling.
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| Today was disappointing.
I honestly feel sorry for all the seniors on badminton, because somehow, I've always managed to fail as a pillar during critical times. Today was no different. I recognize when a game is my fault, and when it is not. Today was ALL my fault, and my partner had to try to carry me through the game. I think I'll stay away from games for now, and go back to training my consistency, which I seem to have lost. And so, until next season, adieu, and I'm sorry I couldn't make it happen.
Monta Vista defeats Lynbrook
19-11
Team record: 7-2
Personal record: 6-3
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| It's been a whole year since I've come back here!
Whoo.
Lotsa stuff been happening, watch out for some stuff coming out from me online hopefully in the near future and all that good stuff..
Anyway, this entry is once again to talk about the season of badminton thus far. Halfway through the season and I'm playing v1 doubles. Problem is, I don't really know who I wanna play with for CCS. The only good guy on the team kinda thinks I suck, and I don't blame him, I let my nerves overtake me for the game and I played horribly, lesson learned.
I think this season my mental game has been a lot better, in terms of just straightforward confidence. I'm ready to beat down everyone in my path, no joke, even if I have to take out terrence pang in doubles, I'll do it.
The only problem with this thought process is that I've BEEN beating everyone. easily. -_- It's to the point where I'm slightly bored everytime I play a match. I always start first, and finish in like 10 minutes, having won my match. There's probably only one challenging match left, and I'll have to go full on from the start for them, hopefully I'll be able to take them down. I came close last year, so meh. Overall our team has been doin really well. Assuming all goes as planned, we're looking to finish top of the league tied with monta vista, which sucks. I hate sharing glory, bah. THis all of course, depneds on how we play thursday against them, on our home court. Needless to say we have an advantage, but they're a strong team, it'll be close. I still have to work on lots, but I've only got a year left to do it, plus CCS is coming up soon, I seriously have no idea what I'm gonna do, probably doubles, but now I need to find a partner... -________-;
On a side note, people on my team have started telling me I have an attitude problem. I usually tune them out. It's probably true to some extent but I think they're overdoing it and being totally hypocritcal or just not adhering to my standards, you can't expect me to respect you if I don't respect you. Anyway that's enough out of me since it is 3 am and I have an APUSH quiz tomorrow that I have still have to study for.
Team record: 6-1
Personal record: 6-1
Go vikes!
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| Dear Zach,
This is a letter from an idiot who always thought that if things could be alright, they would be.
I won't pretend this time that everything will be fine.
I didn't know.
Of the months I've known you Zach, I always thought I knew you.
Your eyes just said that you wanted to enjoy every second of life before you had to leave, but that you were excited to leave. I know better now.
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I took you for granted
I assumed you'd always be arond
but you're leaving.
I don't want your lasting memory of me to be about my mocking you, I want it to be able all those third periods, and car rides, night runs and times together, I want it to be about how US, and how much I'll miss you when you're not here, just to hear you say peace out, which I always thought was dorky, or say Fosho!.
Or when we'd run over to PMT or ramen, and you'd be poor, when I was always breaking your speakers.
I'll confess, I was mad at you, mad at renee for taking you away from me, but I know better now, she didn't take you, she was taking her turn, and It's my fault for being jealous.
Thanks for the keychain, It has always helped me remember that no matter if no one's watching my game, one person is there to support me.
I've learned sometimes to follow the Zachary He style of thinking, and I hope you don't forget it either, because it's one of the reasons I respect you, I don't care how much of an asshole you've become in contrast to your last self, don't forget your past. don't forget ALL OF US.
Because to me, you're still here.
and I'm sorry.
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| *sigh
AS a result
Varsity loses to Gunn in their rematch
A lot of things went wrong that shouldn't have gone wrong.
on a more personal note... Me and Ken lost to Henry and Gordon AGAIN.
*sigh I really wasn't doing too badly, I actually made minimal mistakes, got smashed at, did some bad drops...etc.
My highlight of the day was the continous smashes that Gordon and Henry performed on me, at 14-4, they smashed me 5 times and I cleared all of them :D
Ken, get better! I'm waiting for you at the TOP!
GO LYNBROOK
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